beachy moments.

(image credit: ameer mohsin)

been heading down to the beach alot these days.
the weather's been perfect and it's been screaming
"get out and go on an adventure please?"
well, the beach isn't much of an adventure,
but still, the journey there is still a mission.
beers by the rooftopbars, random conversations,
god damn, i love spring/summer!

work has been going awesome, but
i've been late to work twice. blargh.
might be getting a promotion soon,
time to go corporate style baby.

signs.

i woke up with a massive smile, i dreamt that my dad gave me an iphone, and my mum later giving me another box with another iphone. well, you see my parents are divorced, so i ended up with two iphones and no blackberry. i don't know what does that mean. but hey, two iphones are better than none or my shitty ass nokia bullshit phone.

results will be out in 9 days. i will be home in 29 days.

kyrtonite.

bigcat remains to be my weakness, the one person that makes me vulnerable. but right now, looking at us, looking at what we have right now, i am beyond content. the fact that we still have each other, be it emotionally or physically is just sufficient. but, the thought of wanting more is still lurking at the back of my head. for now, let's just be happy, for a while.

work has been awesome. i love my boss, i love my colleagues, they love my wacky crazy ideas. i plan to become a big time workaholic, really, so that i can roll comfortably in the future. my marketing manager's training my leadership skills to lead the marketing team and yesterday i proved myself. today, the boss is gonna take us marketing team - marketing manager, marketing admin & marketing officer (me) - out for some celebratory drinks.

work is honestly steering me away from emotions i feel might drain me down. so yay to work, nay to tears. think positive, drink beer!

the epitome of a sick night out:

dee's pre birthday party @ rue bebs & lions

(image credits : wendi)

chained&studded blazer, sportsgirl crochet dress,
supre tube dress, leggings, vintage lace up boots.

you know that it's been a sick night out when the pictures get "wilder, stupider and drunker" (lim 2009) as the night turns to dawn. this is impromptu night number 2 as we have endless shots and laughter accompanied with love and friendship. FDR rocked up unexpectedly and ended up partying with us till the end. vanilla pancakes is definitely love but waterfalls, black widows and that evil lychee absinthe drink just contributes to the massive hangover in the morning. there was so much drunkard love in the air and the plan to bubble was a complete failure as soon as the absinthe kicked in.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY POO!
i still want to be the first to wish you :)

i woke up the next morning, feeling like a school bus ran over my head. the biggest hangover by far. and then it was another full day of BBQ shopping with adam, mal & jun. BBQ was a complete success, thank you boys for slaving over the pit for the delicious food! at this point, after playing rockband for hours, i am pretty damn sure i won't touch the drums or guitar for a very long time.

impromptu celebrations.

chorus @ bond bar

(image credits : wendi)

mink pink floral ruched dress, nine west cut out ankle boots,
juicy couture chain necklace, vintage snakeskin bag - mum's

i hate not having a camera, it demotivates me from blogging.

i was at dj vthekid's set at bass station, it was such a sick sick set. felt like a little private room with the crew and us rocking hard as always. *fuckyeahV* then back home to change and off to bond bar for u jun's birthday / farewell thing. partied with chris, jason, kat & allan. kat & dee are cousins, a big smack in the face right. it was such a good night and then a fight broke out, and lalala, can't be fucked, and we were off to hollywood where things got really twisted. it was probably 4 in the morning and a mother was milking her baby there. we just couldn't watch anymore, off to chris' for afterparty sessions. there were 3 white little dogs there: snowy, william & nemo!

such a good celebration for the day! well, i signed the job contract with my boss yesterday as well. wow. i am still in disbelief. i willl blog about that later. when i have the time to dwell on it.

tonight, dee's pre birthday @ rue bebelon!

the big news:

well everything has been finalized yesterday,
i'm sorry for the massive hiatus, but here we go:
i'll be kickstarting my career in melbourne!
marketing officer for grad solutions.
it's some crazy ass news & it looks like
i'll be staying in melbourne for a while longer.
i am a career woman now.
it is the beginning of a new era people.

bigcat.

i've got some issues that nobody can see,
and all of these emotions are pouring outta me.
i bring in to the light for you,
it's only right, this is the soundtrack to my life.
soundtrack to my life - kid cudi.

it had been 3 month since i last saw you.
the last conversation we had ended bitter.
the last thing you said to was
"i don't know whether i love you anymore,"
but partying with you & the boys for vthekid's set,
brought too many memories,
that's how we met, through our love for hardstyle,
as dysfunctional as that sounds, that was us.
after party was very much needed with you.
it felt the same, like nothing changed.
recovery was horrible when you miss someone.
this was what you said
"we forgotten that we were stronger on our own,
we were too dependent on each other,
we were hurting each other everyday."
i know, but i do miss you, it feels like i've been
washed up by this wave of emotions all over again.

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dj vthekid aka vinod's set was the fucking shit.
i broke my camera, how fucking great.
the boys were so fucking awesome,
rocking with them was so long overdue.
probably the last time was amnesia,
&that was the beginning of the year.

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the year's ending again, wow.
i'm living my life, really, for now.
next year is another question mark.

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scott project tonight!
heading to the beach with dee now.

round 3: halloween trip to messytown

horror masquerade @ love machine

leather studded gloves - ebay, reconstructed denim vest 0 thifted,
silk&chiffon boob dress - bardot, dee's, bondage belt - supre,
netted leggings - supre, vintage grandma lace up boots

could you guess what was my last minute halloween get up? i pulled a last minute wardrobe malfunction & became a biker chick. i think i failed, horrible. i didn't even intend to dress up, but heck, it's halloween man, i've always been dressing up, but this year i really wanted to be unconventional, like a ninja turtle or something random like that. but i would probably melt in that outfit since i rocked for 10 hours straight last night.

love machine was the bomb, i reckon its the best nightclub in melbourne, it's a gay club by the way and i've been hitting them alot lately. some drunk hot gay guy said this to me:

"if you were in a straight club, every guy would be a sleazebag; but if you were in a gay club, it would be a yes/no/maybe answer, but really who really gives a fuck in gay club cuz everybody's having so much fun!"

so fucking true. moogs was a genie, tish had the cutest mask, dee & i got it for her birthday. rocking with kon, old school bubble style. it felt like a freaking rave inside that madhouse. it was trippy watching so many dressed up horror film characters. some guy tried to climb over the club through the roof, i tripped out bad when i saw that.

it was such a good night and i still wonder what the hell was in that bickie man. so my alter ego is sailormoon, according the the group & najah's phoenix, like the x men character. we love our alter egos when we're off our face. went back to moogs for after party, played chor tai ti & poker, lost a bet had to "de-straight" kon. it was hilarious cuz it was so fucking wrong in every sense. came back home at 10, passed out and spent the whole day at home, chilling, finally, after a long weekend of rocking. the halloween trip to messytown was definitely the best by far.